鸿雁传书: 爱无言,默相守!-罪与罚漫画
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本鸿雁传书剧场,服务于天作之合,处于独处的人。剧场反转认知部分。爱不是按照自己的情绪奴役忽略对方需求的。真爱是考虑到对方需求的,哪怕暂时压抑自己的情绪。相信彼此分享喜悦的时候,也是天作之合的时候。
剧场分为三个部分。第1部分是开头over black音乐“分易分,聚难聚”切入,男主角后见之明的明白,对的人错的时间。内心看清楚过去的自己不成熟和草率。第2部分,男主很多秘而不宣的话以独白的形式展示出来。看到女主的成长,女主给自己的成长,这是感情历经风雨愈久弥坚的基础。第3部分,男主看到未来俩人的婚礼,但是删掉了给女主的信息。因为这是学会给学会自己撑伞的时候,晴天了,彩虹出来了,一起分享成长的喜悦。末尾歌词“陪你把感悟活出了答案,爱无言,默相守”。
我们从开头女主的独白开始。
如果真的关心我,为什么不联系我,不跟我说话。if they do care so deeply about me, then why would they not be speaking with me? Why would they not be in contact with me?
男主的独白:
不想让你孤单,不想让你忧伤,如果可以重来一边,真的不想让你离开。i feel a lot of regret for like moving past this connection are leaving you behind and they don't want to hurt you. Like i don't want to make you sad. i don't want to make you feel lonely. i don't wanna push you away. i feel like that might be what's best.
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plot 1对的人错的时间。
我期待给我一个道歉的机会,虽然你不需要我的道歉,虽然你说过,那是对的起我自己。 do feel badly about that. i'm carrying that burden right now. Andi do feel like it would be fair if they came forward and gave some type of apology to you.
虽然我不是有意伤害你,可是我知道当初离开的我还是不可避免的伤害了你。i was making a choice for myself. i was making what they thought was the best choice for themselves. i was hurting you without really meaning to hurt you. 因为过去受害者心态的我选择在别人伤害我钱我先其道而行之。i know that was very unfair to you. i do wish to pay the price. 过去的定义的爱是贪图一时的欢愉短暂的欢愉短暂的放纵,现在的我长大了,改写认知为爱的定义是给自己负责,给爱人负责。对大家都好的原则做决定。i do spent a lot of their life being very immature being obsessed with instant gratification and only seeking out things that bring me pleasure or immediate joy rather than being willing to work hard on something that will benefit me for my long term future. 这就是过去我离开的原因。i initiated a separation initiated the lack of contact. because of i was afraid of abandonment. 我知道没有给你值得的爱。希望有机会加倍的补偿给你。你值得被温柔以待,我想有弥补的机会,给到你值得的关心和爱。you really are so worthy of so much of my love. So much more than my attention so much more than what i was giving you. 我想让你知道你改变了我的人生,没有你的出现,就没有新版本的我。我喜欢新版本的人生。i want you to know everything that's been going on and everything that i've been able to do. the changes i've been able to make with themselves, i'm really proud of myself about these things.
切换到第2场景,男主为什么错误的时间错过对的人,为什么原因重返,因为成就了如此更好的自己。
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过去的我因为不开心就磕药喝酒,短暂的麻痹自己,而不是治愈自己,直到遇见你,让我蜕变成现在快乐版本的自己,摒弃掉过去的恶习。我没想到我这样棒,这是你给我成长带来的变化。i had a history of addiction or substance abuse. i've made a lot of accomplishments when it comes to that and really, really invested in my own personal health and my own well being. So i'm really excited about that.
我想告诉你对我信赖支持有多大,让我愿意跟你分享更多的挑战和如何克服的心路历程。如何被打趴下的,如何重振旗鼓的,我想告诉你这一切都是你情感默默的支持,你坦诚的内心让我勇于面对自己。Just be able to tell you about the things that are going on in my life.i see you are trustworthy, i would like to update on the things that i've accomplished because you've believed me and you've supported me.不知道能不能人生只若初见,原谅和遗忘过去版本的我。不知道如何才能让你对过往释怀,我该怎么办,告诉我。o has thought a lot about where they stand with you and wondered whether or not i am still welcome in your life. 天时地利人和的时候,给我机会,我会打消你的疑惑,给我测验我接受,给我考验我等待,我考验为了对我重要的人接受任何考验。 I 've always planned to revisit this connection when the time was right. And when i would be in a different place in my life and when i'm ready.可是越是想赢得你的心,我不想让我亲爱的看到我羽翼尚待丰满被风浪摧残的样子,不想看到我悔不当初没有朝气的样子。i am trying my best to be level headed and trying not to let these feelings of suffering and these feelings of regret in a way affect the choice that i've made. 这就是我脑袋告诉我的要装的强大,面对真实脆弱的情感不是强大的表现。所以我按照脑袋的逻辑被卡在担忧和恐惧里。虽然内心告诉我真实的脆弱才是内心强大的体现。心与心的交流完全可以的。 i'm trying to follow their head over their heart and make sure that i'm doing the logical thing. i'm doing the mature thing and not necessarily the emotional thing.
最后这句是上帝视角,也是没有听从内心,而是听从逻辑的,给后面的行为选择留下思维伏笔。
下一剧情是男主默默删掉了信息。因为还在探索之中的自己,不让人生风浪波及给女主,便是对女主最好的保护。虽然自己非常想见她。
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后见之明的我意识到这是对的人错误的时间。you are the person that i'm supposed to be with. like right person wrong time. 你知道我看到未来我们的婚礼了吗?i see a future marriage here.这是让我内心最痛是心意相通的距离超越阴阳两隔,心有灵犀的两个人被天涯海角阻隔,那是时间留给自己分辨清楚自己是谁,为何而生。but righ now i'm trying their best to figure out who they are and figure out what's best for them. 真爱你,所以知道你当下需要时间留给自己。不能因为我想接近你就肆无忌惮的扰乱你的生活,拿走你留给自己的时光。 because know that i care for you so deeply that if you were in contact with each other i might make a choice based on my feelings for you, rather than based on what's best for myself right now. 不接触你是因为,一个人生海海中勇敢臣服的人,心情起伏跌宕的,对你带来不好的影响。所以选择留给自己平复。给到你一片心安宁静。i feel like it's best to just not be in contact with you for that reason because i don't want to be influenced and swayed by their feelings for you.
爱无言,默相守!